good evening lads

hi should apologize. but i wont.

the reason i havent written here, isnt just stupid or pointless. its serious. its serious and very important. i have been lazy. yes. very lazy. 

so whats been up? btw..isnt it cool..that when u havent written a blog for quite a long time..then you can always start with the list of the things that have been up. its very lame, actually. but since i am lame, and i make people cry and feel like shit, and i make people be who they really arent..so i can aswell be lame. 

lets start with something nice. no. lets not. today was a horrible day. it was depressing and sad. the only two great things were that i went jogging at one oclock, which was really cool, cause the field was empty, it was snowing and the only thing that was there was the snowcleaning machine. it was quite awesome, since i was running, and the machine was following. so picture that. for 45 minutes. true story.  so running was great...loved it...but my mp3 died after the third song..it was probably for the best...then i could focus more on the machine. muah. the next good thing was the gym at 7. i love training. its good...working hard for something is good. i dont know exactly what that something is and sometimes it gets really sad and depressing actually...but anyways. something u achieve with hard work and blood, sweat and tears is a lot better than what is given to you for free. i could go on here for a while...but since i dont wanna...i wont.

actually, my girls had a practice today too..but i wouldve enjoyed it more if my toes wouldnt have been frozen.  anyway..

if u expect this post to be funny, and pointless and stupid..so you could come here after a devastating day at work or school..and just enjoy a good laugh...then go away.

today was bad.

and it was bad. 

and its still bad. 

infact...today was so bad...i just let myself open up one dlight..and drink it.yes. im that hardcore. im so REBEL!! Rawr.

okay, fuck this. i got a bunny. yes. an actual bunny. wait..hes more like a rabbit. yea...hes a rabbit. who i named bunny. actually hes got two names..bunny..and poopie. why poopie? glad you asked. you know how bunnies jump when the move around? cause thats how they move around.....so...poopie..heh. well. every time poopie jumps..he leaves behind a...cmon guess what. ...

....

...

A POOPIE!!!!!!!!!

so its like really hard to actually lose him in the apartment..cause theres like a trail of poop leading to him ;) oh..and he pees. oh yea. since its his new home..and hes like small and stuff...i read that its better not to let bunny loose the first 2 weeks. so it means..he's either in his cage or sitting on my lap..or i carry him around. sometimes we watch tv together...he loves desperate housewives...and then we talk to the swedish lady on skype...and its funny..cause whenever we talk to the swedish lady..somewhere in the middle of the conversation he just pees on me. and since he is on my lap..he pees on my boxers and wets my boxers and makes it look like I peed. thanks a lot. no i didnt pee. it was the bunny. yes i am sure. yes i actually didnt pee and blame it on the bunny. bunny peed. period. 

so..he does that all the time right..and right now..i have two pairs of these cool boxers which i wash after i wear them for 20 minutes. why? cause bunny pees on them. and it sucks that i cant like teach him not to..or teach him to pee somewhere else..cause i cant let him go somewhere...just his cage. so whenever he pees...i give him a couple of nose pats...then put his nose in his pee and take him to his room (cage).  but i cant stay mad at him forever..cause poopie is gettin really cool with each day..hes gettin brave..and more social and stuff. like..sometimes when i come into the kitchen..he runs out..stands on his backfeet and starts sniffing and waits for me until i either rub his nose or ear..or his fluffy something..or give him a snack..and that is so cute. 

bottom line is. i have a bunny. 

and yes...he peed on those boxers too.he is cute...he is getting used to me..he pees and he poops..he loves eating..and ive only seen him once with closed eyes..so im kinda worried about his sleeping. but i guess everything takes time..i mean..ive only had him for...5 days now. and he's doing new stuff every day. love him. i love my poopie. 

what else...hmm...ive noticed this new cult moving around. the 'forget the past and think of today and the future' cult. i dont mean to sound evil and mean and stuff..but all you people were like really living in the past all this time? what is so special about this sentence? its so cliche..its like 'it takes time to get over a heartbreak' - no shit sherlock...i thought it takes cookies. or something like...'live your life to the fullest' ..you cant live your life to the fullest..or emptiest or whatever. you do what you do..what matters is how you feel about it and what youre gonna do to change something. 
yes its cool to have motivation and inspiration and all kind of cute crap like that..ah..oh well. im just bitter today..but still its lame.

oh and btw...you can never forget the past, the past is what makes you who you are. so you want something smart and philosophical..watch south park..or listen to k's choice..or i dont know...come watch my bunny poomp (poo and jump had a baby..its a poomp). 

oooooooh. for all you babycakes lovers...if you wanna call a fellow babycakes sexy..you do not have to use two words for that. you can just call her sexycakes. 

yours truly