QUIT GAMES HEART - PJ BAND

musiclog

So, yesterday we had a picturelog.

today, its time for some music.

you know how fucked up it sometimes is, when you feel like shit right, and then every song you hear remind you of something and someone, every song..and you cant run away from music. thats the sad part. and when someone is singing the exact words youre feeling, its even worse. and as i said, you cant run away from it. cause those words are everywhere..on the radio, tv..even if you go to a fucking store..theres still some stupid song like Truly Medly Deeply, and your heart starts crying even tho youve told it to shut the fuck up. and of course there comes your stupid head with your stupid heart. and god damnit. they work so good. first, your head doesnt let your heart decide on what is wrong or right. so you fuck everything up because of your brain. and then, your heart becomes more powerful so your brain tries to calm everything down, because basically, as you said..maybe its too late. well yea, it is, it might be, or maybe its not, or maybe it is...schizophrenic conversations that im always having with myself. indeed, and then my heart and brain keep talking to eachother, while i...yes. poor me...just lose it. waste away. every day...waaasting away the precious minutes of my life that i might fuck up and never get back. never. but you know what...it doesnt matter...silent treatment is good.  so it leaves me, my head, my brain, my music, my babycakes with the same problems, my bunny and my football and my endless depths at school just hangin here for their life.  so sometimes it feels like putting my hands in the air...fallin down..and jus giving up..and this feeling is the worst..cause even if you do that..nothing changes. nothing. because i did everything i could. i said everything i could. i even died almost every way that i could. 

my babycakes is a professional waiter. she waits. we both wait. waiting...awesome movie btw.

so music right. you know, www.explosm.net ..awesome comics..me and my babycakes, we always thought that they have a camera following us..and theyre just makin the comics based on our life. so, about the next songs...its the same..

so here are some songs my and my babycakes are enjoying right now..and sum nice fierce lyrics. 

Be Mine - Robyn

There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again

Addicted - Kelly Clarkson

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone

Remove yourself  from my head. 

Swans - Unkle Bob

you tell me that you love me but you never wanna see me again

Never Let this Go - Paramore

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Given Up - LP

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Brazen (Weep) - Skunk Anansie

I'm one stop 
From a breakdown 
Two steps from 
Being safe 
Just try to 
See this through 
I'm three steps 
From this nightmare 
And four steps 
From the door 
The rest is 
Up to you

I still have 
Schizophrenic conversations when there's no one else around to hear
I long for 
Solitude and peace within me, void of all the anger and the fear

So crawl inside
My head with me
And I'll show you how it feels to be
Fucked up like me
I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me
Ashamed like me

photolog

Look at that fine piece of ass sittin in a car

Then we saw the big snap lady...and we were like...omg LOOK

And then she was like..look at me..'im an ugly fish'

So...we were discussing..that we like ourselves a LOT right....a WHOOOOLE PARKING LOT

So then i was like driving and i was like..oh screw this...im out. im going solo. i quit!

So we went to the store..and we were like. whaaaaa?

And those thingies. one day..we'll buy them all..and...GET FAT!

Breakdown come on

stop. hammertime.

breakdance. biitch.

we'll continue laaaater

okay. continue. 

So..i was looking at the beautiful sky..and i was like..oh my god..its so beautiful..and then..out of nowhere...this ugly thing showed up in front of me..and i was like...EEEEEEK! and it was like...call me...;)

and then she was like...look at me..im a fish too

so i was like. screw you fishy. i want the ball

and then i was like.AH! i remembered i was single..so i was like 'ALL the single ladies..'

yes. theres actually more pictures..but since they take a while to load...well yeah. bye

original

We are very original. Like..if we bought a flower..lets..a rose. guess what we'd name it.....ROSIE!!!
or..if we bought..a flower...lets saaaay...daisy...guess what we'd name DAISY!!!!!!
and we have a bunny..and guess what we call him.......A KITTIE!!!!!!!!!!! ok no. we call him a BUNNY.324,jlu7yas66,666666666666666666666666666666666666aaa6a6yyyyyyyy6y6y66y6y
6y6y6y6u,lk,,,,,,
that was our bunnys message to you
hes goin to win a nobel prize with that.


an example of a conversation by babycakes celine and babycakes pamela.

P: You are making NO SENSE!!
C: SEX!?! NO SEX?!?! What do you mean no sex?!
(2 minutes of laughing)

C: What are you doin?
C: What does it look like Im doin?

P: (giving me a lecture about how im gettin in troule all the time)..Babycakes, You are..
C: (yells really loud) SEXY!!!
C: Oh..sorry..i thought you were gonna say sexy...

C: (telling pamela how im in troule with my concience..and stability..) I totally lost my..
P: VIRGINITY!!!

So basically..we are doing very good. Both of us have some crazies..or crazie leftovers..or i dont know what. And we are going to take a shower in order to take a shower later. yes. really.

C: So, Sveta..you look like youre wearing a sweaty sweater..
C: so...are you?
C: *wink*

i need to pee now.
C: what are you talking about?
P: What are YOU talking about?

hah.

you look like you miss us. you so do.
we get it. totally. i mean we are so awesome, why wouldnt you miss us? even we miss us soemtimes, just sometimes.
but the whole point is that...we havent been writing or postin any videos because we are..lazy.

and thats it.

lazy.

bluepenis rules the world. watchmen sucks everybodys ass. the worst movie ever. i have a blue penis and you have a blue penis and everyone should get a blue penis. period. and a period.

bye.

nice.

an example of some questions my babycakes pamela is asking our bunny

bunny, are you a tree?
bunny, are you a cocounut?
bunny, are you happy?
bunny, are you smart?

yes. really.

there

go up to go down - Gabriel Mann